First off... random one year survey I stole from Jeb. JANUARY
1. Who kissed you on new years?
I worked, and no one.
2. Did you have a new year's resolution this year?
To be happy... it half came true, and half did not.
3. Does it snow where you live?
Yes >_<
4. Do you like hot chocolate?
I love it. <333.
5. Have you ever been to Times Square to watch the ball drop
Nope, probably never will... NY is scaaarey
FEBRUARY
1. Who was your Valentine?
Most likely, Oxy.
2. When you were little, did you buy valentines for your whole class?
Yes, I didn't want anyone to feel left out. I hated the popular vs. the losers. At that time I fell into the losers. Life at a young age is hard.
3. Do you care if the groundhog sees its shadow or not?
>_> IF he says theres going to be a lot of snow and coldness.. than i declare its ground hog hunting season.
MARCH
1. Are you Irish?
Yes, amongst other things.
2. Do you wear green on St. Patty's Day?
Yes.
3. What did you do for St. Patty's Day in 2006?
Not a damn thing.
4. Did you get drunk?
Nope
5. Are you happy when winter is pretty much over?
More than you could ever imagine.
APRIL
1. Do you like the rain?
I love the sound and the feel of rain..
2. Did you play an April fool's joke on anyone this year?
Oh silly random things now and then.
3. Do you get tons of candy on Easter?
I really don't remember..
4. Do you celebrate 4/20?
Hah yes..
5. Do you love the month of April?
I do enjoy april... <3 I love spring.
MAY
1. What is your favorite flower?
Hmm I am a huge flower fan.. any kind warms my heart and makes me cry lol. I like pink roses.
2. Do you like the spring?
I freaking love spring! the snow dies! @_@
3. Finish the phrase "April showers":
Bring may flowers. ^.~
4. What is the first color you think of when you think of Spring?
Green
JUNE
1. What year did/will you graduate from high school?
2004
2. Did you do anything fun during this month?
Worked.
JULY
1. What did you do on the Fourth of July?
...I worked...
2. Did you go on any vacations during this month?
Ummm... nope.
3. Do you blast the A/C all day?
Yes. It was a pretty good month.
AUGUST
1. Did you do anything special at the end of your summer?
I went to visit Mike and Jarret, and Leah.
2. What was your favorite summer memory of '06?
Spending time in California.. that was the good part of my year.. .the other stuff around me destroyed me.
3. Did you have a sunburn?
Yes lmao
4. Do you go to the beach a lot?
I didnt go once.. havent been to a beach in...4 years?
SEPTEMBER
1. Did you attend school/college in '06?
Nope.
2. Who is your favorite teacher?
I have no idea.
3. Do you like fall better then summer?
Meh somedays
OCTOBER
1. What has been your favorite Halloween costume?
>_> anything magical?
2. What is your favorite candy?
ZOMG CANDEH >< DAMNIT HOW DARE YOU ASK THIS QUESTION! I like.. snickers, mike n ikes...paydays [thanks to oxy], skittttttleeessss... and like.. everything.
3.What did you dress up as this year?
I didn't.. .I slept and played WoW.. since it was like my only day off.
NOVEMBER
1. Whose house did you go to for Thanksgiving?
I worked..
2. Do you love stuffing?
Ewwww
3. What are you thankful for?
I am thankful for those that helped me make it through this last year. It was honestly the most painful year of my life and if I didn't have my friends I would be dead right now. I am thankful for those that love me and for those that I love. I am thankful for all the good people in this world and all the good stuff that came my way. And in a sense I am thankful for the pain I have had, because without it I would not grow or learn or appreciate the ones that mean the most to me. A special thank you goes to t3h oxy for helping me get through everything and being unselfish in every way. I owe him my life.
DECEMBER
1. Do you celebrate Christmas?
In my own way.
2. What is December 1st, 2006?
A sign that.. the year is getting reaaaaaaalllyy close to ending.
3. Have you ever been kissed under mistletoe?
Never have.
4. Get anything special last year?
True love mixed with the pain of losing someone close to me.
5. What do you want this year?
I want to move, and to be happy and away from all the things that threatened to destroy everything good that I am.
6. Do you like cold weather?
I hate the cold. >_<
----------------- And now since i've updated with the surveyness I do suppose its getting time to reflect on the year. I can't play WoW right now due to the ridiculous size of the patch. Jarret is being uber and mailing it to me. It has been a long year and I can't believe I can barely remember it. The things that almost KILLED me I can hardly remember.. .was it time? Or my own mind pushing them aside? And I still talk to the person that hurt me more than anyone ever has ..daily. Is it in my nature to try to understand and forgive? Part of me lingers here and yet part of me knows what is fated to come.. is coming. I will miss my family and the friends that still remain around here.. but this is just one small chapter in my life.. one that will become like this past year.. faded but not forgotten. The hardest people to leave will be my Grandparents, Mom, Dad, Brothers, and Drew. Even though Drew hurt me soo flipping bad he will always be a huge part of my life. He was my hero ..most of the time. But he decided I needed something else.. maybe the unhappiness he saw that I was feeling wasn't as obvious to me as it was to him. And as the snow falls upon me.. I know he is right. I have been very fortunate in life .. even though things have been crazy. I failed to see the good I had when there was sooo much bad. I am glad and thankful for my honey. He has been wonderful, dedicated, and determined. He may not do some of the things I wish he did... but hes perfectly what I need for life. As for an update on actual life instead of the past. I work a lot. I hope to move by march or april. I am happy.. for the most part. I do get lonely.. I am lonely... I am cold and i've been sick lately. I got my nurses assistant papers so I can transfer stuff over to California soon. I also have gotten my tax papers from last year ..finally. .so I can file ND for Last year. W-2s should come at the end of January for this last year.. and god did I work a lot. So I will have a nice tax return. I am still debating whether or not I should buy a new car or just drag the one I have with me. Its giving me more problems than I would like though. Driving in California is going to be SCAREY. I still regret ever coming back from there. It was awesome. <3333 Work is long and hard but I do love what I do. Looking back though I realize I have worked every holiday but halloween this last year. And I am working X-mas eve and day..So it'll offically be every holiday minus one. All so I could go see mike.. lol. Oh well. I hope everyone else is doing good. Merry christmas just incase I don't update until the next year. May 2007 make all of our dreams come true. May I be able to look back this time a year into the future with a smile.  | 
